結び

一度ほどいたら、元に戻らなくなってしまった、たぶんそうなるだろと思って、ほどく前の写真を撮っておいたのけれど、諦めた。

桐箱の紐の結び目をほどく、躊躇したのだけれど、中身が見たい衝動を抑え切れず、紐の折り目のクセを頼りに、試行錯誤、その折り目の向きだと、いや反対になる、輪にならない、何をしてるのかと、紐と戯れただけの時間だった。

目がショボショボとしてきたので、立って歩きながら、難しい本は難しいことが難しく書いてあるから、座って読んでいると、眠くなるから、動きながら、運動しながら読むことにしていて、リビングの中をグルグル、ぐるぐる、決して外では危なくて難しい本は読めない体質になってしまった。

ただ、難しい本が助かるのは、案外、論文チックに、起承転結がはっきりしているから、結論がすぐにどこに書いてあるかがわかる、だから、そこしか読まないのだが、眠くて眠くて、さすがに歩きながらは寝ないので、言葉がわからなくても、参照文献を知らなくても、どんどん読み進めると、突然、視界がひらける、パキッと目が覚める、モヤモヤした謎がほどけた瞬間、その難しい本を開いてよかったと思う。

ほどけたものは、また結ぶ必要が無いので、そのままにして、また次の本を読み進める、その喜びや面白さは格別だが、結びが難しい姿は案外美しくて、手が届かない存在として、そのままにしておくのも良かったかもしれない。

"Knot"

Once I had unwound it, I couldn't get it back. I thought it would be so, I took a picture of it before, but I gave up.

The knot of the paulownia box was untied and hesitated, but the impulse that the contents wanted to see could not be suppressed, relying on the habit of the fold of the string, trial and error, the direction of the fold would be the opposite, It was just time I had fun playing with the strings and what I was doing.

Since my eyes have been changed, it is difficult to read difficult books while standing and walking, so when I sit and read, I get sleepy, so I decided to read while exercising while moving, in the living room The book has become a constitution that can never read books that are dangerous and difficult outside.

However, the difficult book is saved, unexpectedly, because the paper tic is clear, the settlement is clear, so you can see where the conclusion is written immediately, so you can only read there, but it is sleepy and sleepy, as expected Even if you do not sleep while walking, even if you do not understand the language, even if you do not know the reference literature, as you read more and more, suddenly the view opens, suddenly wakes up, the moment when the mysterious mystery has unraveled, it is difficult I'm glad I opened the book.

There is no need to tie the unraveled thing again, so continue reading the next book, its joy and fun are exceptional, but the figure that is difficult to tie is unexpectedly beautiful and unreachable It may have been good to leave.