今夜の妄想

寒い寒い、冷たい雨から逃れ玄関に飛び込む、すぐに手を温めたい、壁づたいに洗面所へ。

途中、階段に腰掛けパンツの裾拭く、気になるから、少し座りたかったから、見上げた窓に水滴、ここは空気が交差、寒いが見渡せる。

お湯の蒸気上がる、鏡曇る、眼鏡も曇った。いつも手洗う、ベンチシートに座る、顔洗う。しばらく動きたくない。

着替えるか、食べるか。着替えるから壁づたいに、眠い、疲れた、動きたくない、その場にくじれ落ち、ふわふわな上のもふもふに顔擦りつけ、壁見つめ、さっきとはちがう壁。

壁の隙間、棚に灯りともる。暖かそうな色が吸い寄せ、壁越え、開けた所にテーブル、手をつき辺りを見渡す、その場にあるのは美味しそうな匂いだけ、ただ、気分が安らぐから、ここにしよう。

振り返る、通った壁はみなちがう。これから通る壁もちがう。

"Tonight's delusion"

Get out of the cold, cold rain, jump into the entrance, immediately warm your hands, go to the washroom to wall.

On the way, I sat down on the stairs and wiped the bottom of the pants, so I wanted to sit down a little, so water drops on the window I looked up, here the air crossed, overlooking the cold.

Steam of hot water rose, the mirror clouded, and the glasses clouded. Always wash your hands, sit on a bench seat, wash your face. I don't want to move for a while.

Change clothes or eat. I want to change the wall because I change clothes, sleepy, tired, I don't want to move, I get stuck on the spot, rub my face against the fluffy top, stare at the wall, a wall that is different from the previous one.

Lights on walls and shelves. The warm color sucks, crosses the wall, opens the table, looks around and looks around, only the delicious smell is there, but I feel relaxed here.

Looking back, the walls you pass through are different. Different walls will be passed.